Posts tagged help me.
So I need some advice on a very simple situation, but my mind is making it way more complicated than it should be. So will anyone please help me out here or the very least, tell me your opinion of what I want to ask? I’d really appreciate it.
SHE LOST CONTROL AGAIN.
She lost her mind again.
There should be a code word for “help me” for the people too scared to ask for help when they really need it.
Because I kind of need help right now. I get it though, I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN YET AGAIN. Why am I doing this? :(
I don’t know where I am.
I don’t like this. I don’t. I fucking don’t.
That painful moment when…
you really want to say something but you keep saying nevermind instead.
Please don’t take notice
Screams I said were whispers. Tears I wiped away. Help such a feeble word, and you won’t ever hear it from these set of lips. Mantras of to be better and grow up can only last so long until it gets repetitive as a ticking clock. I’m falling behind the times and behind you. Left in the ocean made from my tears, it’s hard to stay afloat. The rain falls to join in the ocean. Waves hitting at me, back and forth. The current tangling me in its web. Currently, I need help.
“Tell me it’s okay.”
I want to escape the yells in my head and demons surrounding me. More importantly, I want you to hold me tightly as I collapsed my head into your chest and you to tell me that it will be alright some day in time. But I’m trying to be strong and here I go, running again. Running away from everyone and everywhere except myself.
“She wants to be told that it’s just a bad dream.”
This hurts and I’m hurt. I don’t know what to do about this situation and us. You’re not being helpful either. Just let me in, tell me it’s all in my head, and we’re going to be okay. This silence on your part makes me skeptical and question everything. Please let me know what’s going on and if anything’s wrong. We made a promise. Don’t break it. Uncertainty’s a fucking bitch.