Posts tagged i need a friend.

There should be a code word for “help me” for the people too scared to ask for help when they really need it.

Because I kind of need help right now. I get it though, I’M ON MY OWN AGAIN YET AGAIN. Why am I doing this? :(

I get it.

If you no longer care about me, I will no longer care about myself. Free fall. Don’t bother to catch me, you all. Goodbye.

The hardest part of needing help is

asking for help. The second hardest part is getting someone to take you seriously.

This has gone too far///

He is mad at me again for things I didn’t do. He is not answering his phone. He never replied to that text. That’s it. I am fucking pissed. I need a friend now. I don’t care how fucking needy or dependent it sounds, but I do. HELP ME PLEASE. I KNOW I’M GOING TO DO SOMETHING STUPID AND FULL OF REGRET. SO SO-CALLED FRIENDS, PLEASE BE THERE NOW. I NEED YOU. :(

“Tell me it’s okay.”

I want to escape the yells in my head and demons surrounding me. More importantly, I want you to hold me tightly as I collapsed my head into your chest and you to tell me that it will be alright some day in time. But I’m trying to be strong and here I go, running again. Running away from everyone and everywhere except myself.